I have been sober now for 3 weeks. The incident that happened to me three weeks ago, I will share. I had new depression medication that I just started. I drank that awful Thursday evening, and the result was I became suicidal. I told my Husband that I was going to jump out of the second story window.... He called the cops, and I ended up in the ER. I went into Detox the next day - and here I am. Much,much happier than ever. On the lighter side of this story - if I had jumped, I would have hurt myself.... bu it was only 18 feet up. It may not have been rock bottom, but it was my WAKE UP CALL!