Ruiner this is my 104th sober day. I totally agree about the weekend anxiety. Guess where I am right now? I am in night business and right now I am attending to one of the coolest party of the year enjoying soda, music and people around. This takes some time. So why dont u try to do stg different this weekend that might take you away from the idea of drinking? What is the second biggest thing you enjoy after alcohol? Can u concentrate on that until you form the habit? And hey would u also consider changing your nickname from Ruiner to something more positive since you will not be a ruiner. Even if you do you will be back on track soon
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