Don't Want to Do Anything
The irony is, I really don't have to do anything today. I'm an independent consultant and I'm between clients so today is pretty much a free day. It's raining and gross out, and the rest of my day is super busy. But I feel compelled to do everything on my "list" and can't relax. So instead of recharging I'm jumping back and forth between tasks I neither want to do today nor are required to do today. Why can't I just give myself the permission to chill? Not at all considering drinking, but for some reason I think my brain equates putting tasks off with "bad" behavior. UGH.