Rochel,
I know what you mean. I 'stopped' many times. I just stopped again. You say you have no goals but that's not true. You have one very important goal. How will you achieve it? Did you make a plan? If not, try that this time. Write down a plan. How might you go about achieving your goal? For me an important aspect was getting rid of my hidden booze and my hiding place. BTW, there is a 24 hour club under 'Newcomers Daily Support Threads' that I find helpful. Perhaps you will too.
Goose