Got 27 days clean and sober today. When I look back to when I was using I feel so lost because I dont understand how I let things go so bad for so long. I feel great and Heroin never gave me this feeling ever. I just take excellent care of myself daily by Working out very hard and eating good every 2 hours with small high protein meals. Lost over 35 to 38 pounds already and gained a lot of muscle to where people are starting to come int my tattoo studio telling me how good i look and that they almost didn't recognize me. FEELS GREAT to know my goal of a positive change is working. Sleeping is still an issue along with my mind running wild worrying about things I've no control over now. Bought a good pair of self help books on HOW NOT TO TELL LIES because when i used I told terrible lies and I just wanna figure out why and how NEVER to do that again. Other then what you read Im fighting the fight and my armor of God is protecting me. HAVE A GREAT DAY...
