Just want to say that glimpse u see in the mirror is the 3d version of yourself. Wbecamhat I mean is when my bf became sobor after we saw eachother for the first time and now clean, it was the first time I eversaw him clean and he was 3d a whole person and it was then I realized I never saw him that way before, it waas as if he was one dimensional! Goodluck and stay mindful and present in the moment. That's what he practiced a lot.....enlightenment. look up enlightenment and addicition....there are helpful sites!