I'm 38 I'm in contstruction , I travel to a difrent state monthly , today I saw a gang of guys huddling around in te parking lot of the hotel drinking beers , talking laughing and having a gool time , I can't join them for fear I will trigger my lust for booze , the drinkinking version of me can charm the hell out of woman. I'm sure the non drinking version can to , its just much harder to find anyone to charm, that said I prefer to stay clean then social and drunk , good luck to you