Thank you all for understanding. My husband just came home and I am now laying bed while my kids are downstairs. I feel guilty not being down there with them. I feel like a bad mom and that I have let them down. I now have a huge urge to buy a box of wine and watch my favourite sitcoms and zone out.
Going to gym is clearly not going to happen tonight and that also makes me feel guilty because I am training for a fitness competition in October.. . The more guilt I feel the more I want to drink and eat..... I can never get passed 3 days.