The morning after I hit a curb, ****** up my front end, changed the tire with the police right inside the store, then went to the next store and got more beer. That's whenI realized I was an alcoholic. That was one of many "just add alcohol get instant stupidity" episodes over the years. I knew I was different at least 30 years ago with regards to drinking. I was a scrawny lil **** but could out drink people twice my size.