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Old 04-07-2014, 09:11 AM
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yeahgr8
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Originally Posted by Vandermast View Post
been to rehab.....
you know what you need to do

ignore the smartypants

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Clearly this is not the case at all. I went to rehab and then drunk again after coming out, if I had known what to do I would not have drunk again. After rehab I came out and did exactly what I did before in my efforts to avoid taking a drink.

It was suggested to me that I do something different, I.e. Go to AA meetings, get a sponsor, work the steps and I accepted all that as great advice but didn't do any of it except skulk into a meeting now and again.

Not to worry though because if the feeling inside that I was going against what would get me sober became too painful I would just reach out to find people to tell me I was doing A OK and off I would go on my crazy journey for another few months totally in denial of reality.
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