Originally Posted by
openmind121 
Thank you im going to check out those forums .. I was suppose to be at a meeting at 9 this morning but i got so mad that used his negative energy and ended up drinking a bottle of wine which I totally regret because no I am being called an Drunk .. Its a horrible scary feeling to think that someone you love can say and do these things to a perfect family . I have said the same thing a hundred different ways to get him to get sober .. I really do need to get my head out of the clouds Thanks everyone very much for the replies
One of the first questions my T asked me was "has your drinking escalated in relation to As drinking/progression?" It had. Sadly. I was self medicating the pain. Don't feel bad, you recognize it. I think any awareness is a good start to the entire healing process. In my case the more time goes on the clearer thing become.