Wow applekat, I just read that post you were talking about. That's powerful stuff and I can definitely relate to it. Especially that feeling of being sober after drinking an enormous amount. I remember one night after drinking a 12 pack of beer thinking "Oh my god, I just drank a 12 pack and I feel ok". I was horrified. I didn't feel ok the next morning, that's for sure! Ugh. I don't miss those days at all. I used to have to take benadryl so I'd sleep through the night. It didn't work though. I'd still wake up at 3am feeling like I was going to crawl right out of my skin. I'll add that to my list of things to read before I decide to drink!