Originally Posted by
violetflame 
I gave in last night. It was like I was watching myself outside of myself going to buy the wine. It didn't even taste good. It was just chasing the high.
I can relate. Been there with the wine. Change your daily routine. You just need to get through a day or two of sobriety. I always felt like the first day committing was the hardest. Then the ball gets rolling and the sober days pass by. Reading all I can daily about this disease has helped keep me focused lately.