I'm glad to hear from you, but sorry to hear whats been happening.
I've told this story before but when I first got here you were one of my idols - you were clean and happy.
I still think that's achievable for you again
there's a great future ahead of you in recovery - you could do so much to help others as well as yourself - if that's what you want.
I'll be praying that you find whatever it is you need to get back on the right road