I am now. The thing is I am still hopeful that perhaps life may be able to be peaceful at least once I know how to communicate with RA/sis. I dunno. Feel such a moral obligation
to keep her off the street and active in AA. With BPD she will likely go back out on the streets. She is unable to handle money, and will not be able to mature emotionally. I was told this before, but with no reason as to why. She got caught up with sexual predators a few times in her 30s. Now 5'1" 100 lbs... No real ability to care for herself more than a young teenager.. how do I live with that?