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Hevyn I felt that way too early on - not often, but enough to be upsetting. Those thoughts have almost entirely left me now. We relied on it for so long to help us cope (even though it didn't). It's bound to haunt us for a while, but we know where it will take us - there's no relief in picking up - just more anxiety and misery.
How true, and knowing this truth is what ultimately prevented me from stopping off to pick up two bottles of wine before I returned home last night from work.