I drank right at six months and then again the same day as picking up 90 day chip. I thought the voice in my head was my gut telling me that I didn't really have a problem and that my little experiment with quitting drinking was me overreacting. I never considered that it was my addictive voice trying to trick me. I listened to that voice over the weekend and am at day 3 today. Need to put a program together to fight that voice. I ordered and have been working the SR recovery book. It makes good sense to me.