Great post, Cusper. I relate to it. Decision making and planning were also some of abilities that got seriously harmed by alcohol during my worst times in the last ~2 years before quitting. For me this effect was one of the most disturbing because these, plus independence, were some of my strongest abilities before drinking became a serious problem... Can't say that I feel like my old self after ~2 months sober now, but I do hope it's coming - having more and more moments of clarity and strength now.
Congrats on your sobriety and progress, that's fantastic!
