My story. I wanted to go to March with no drinks this year. Made it six weeks. Then binged only on weekends. Hardcore, to make up time, you see. Then the last time, decided I wanted binge through Monday. Ended up in ER with a deadly BAC that has killed others.
Moderation, why bother? I only want more or get frustrated I can't. My goal was to get drunk, not moderate.
Binge drinking can be just as dangerous as daily drinking. My daily drinking never landed me in the ER. Bingeing did.
Be careful and keep reading SR.