Redmayne

Now that's odd, I wonder if it's the same as me finding that when I became sober, over six years ago now. I suddenly found I'd become invisible and was no longer attractive to women.

The situation has worsened recently, especially when waiting at automated pedestrian crossings, when I'm often joined by partially disabled me with walking sticks. Who mutter unintelligible things and then despite their impediment , when the lights change in our favor, cross the road at lightening peed ahead of me.

Where hey're met by attractive, smiling women, eager for their company.

This is disturbing the serenity and self confidence, found in my sobriety that I wonder f I shouldn't start drinking again?

I sympathize with your predicament...and unlike me, hope you regain your confidence.