Hey Eddie and Richie. I haven't been on here in a few days, and my attitude shows it. I have been having a lot of things hit me all at once and wanted to sulk in self pity. I am grateful that God showed me this today and I do have a lot to be grateful for. I have been doing some reading and I am working on another first step. It was suggested that I rebuild the first 3 steps and it can't hurt. I'll go to the party thread, Eddie, and I did change my date. Good night everyone!