It has been so long since I have come here to post - sad to think and this was the first post I read. I can relate - I spent last eveningon the couch - praying that he wouldn't get up - [raying he would just let me sleep through the night. And now here I sit tired and alone the next day - scared to go home - both scare dhe will be there and scared he will not.
It is good to be back - just wanted to share that