Originally Posted by
toddle118 I've had that, still do when I drink it fuels it. My bf's ex is one, I hate her with a passion, she tried to get me into an argument the other day on facebook, if I was drinking she would have got the usual poisonous replies and I would be seething at the computer.
Now Im not drinking I blocked her and ignored the message. She will hate that. I now feel more in control with my emotions, it was a trigger but I rose above it.
Drink = giving those people a reason to continue being dicks.
Sober = I have control not them
I just hate the fact that I have gone from a nice guy to someone who has horrendous thoughts about hurting people.
The hate has gripped me but im getting rid of it!
I NEED to learn how to forgive and move forward!