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Old 03-20-2014, 03:31 AM
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Originally Posted by toddle118 View Post
I've had that, still do when I drink it fuels it. My bf's ex is one, I hate her with a passion, she tried to get me into an argument the other day on facebook, if I was drinking she would have got the usual poisonous replies and I would be seething at the computer.

Now Im not drinking I blocked her and ignored the message. She will hate that. I now feel more in control with my emotions, it was a trigger but I rose above it.

Drink = giving those people a reason to continue being dicks.

Sober = I have control not them

I just hate the fact that I have gone from a nice guy to someone who has horrendous thoughts about hurting people.

The hate has gripped me but im getting rid of it!

I NEED to learn how to forgive and move forward!
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