Kittygirl
As you can see you have there are plenty here to lean on for help. I just relapsed after 5 years clean from crack cocaine and went on a 3 day binge. I'm now back to day 1 again so keep your head up. I'm new to this site and plan on being using it a lot.
When we addicts get lonely or depressed is when addiction steps in. I'm guilty of this just recently myself. I feel now with this site if I find myself lonely or depressed I now have fellow addicts to lean on and so do you.