How is everyone?!
Sorry I haven't been around much. Combination of being busy, having a broken computer and I am still navigating the waters of insane depression and anxiety. It doesn't help that there a plenty of things to add to the sh;t in my basket, including family and work problems. It has all left me feeling pretty alone, to which I tried to add by attempting to dump my boyfriend. We're gonna have a chat this week anyway but I am just so much in anxiety central that I am not sure I can tolerate being around people. I wanna lock myself up and isolate again. I thought about drinking, really wanted to but I actually have too much to lose. Even though I feel awful, anxiety ridden depressed me has more self respect than drunk feeling sorry for myself me so I kinda want to hold on to that.
Well, that's my drama anyway...
Hope you're all well xxx