Johno, thanks for, uh, sharing? Lol
I went to our local Irish pub/restaurant for LUNCH yesterday, had a Reuben and swapped Guinness for their locally famous bread pudding. Nor sure I could have handled being there later when people started drinking in earnest, but lunchtime was OK.
What motivates me is the fear of continuing down the same path and waking up to find that I had thrown my life away.