I'm one of the few in my area that I know that, started going to AA and didn't try it once more before getting sober.
While I didn't go into a rehab and hide out like Michael Keaton's character in clean and sober, I was pretty much in AA for the same reason.
I don't take my sobriety for granted. I see my living sober every day a gift from God.
I've found this to be true, I've yet to see a truly grateful recovery alcoholic go back out.
I'm tired of inflicting pain upon myself and others.
There was absolutely no fun left in my drinking.
If you think, you're still having fun drinking, you're not done with the insanity of it yet.