We have all been there, its true, you need to look at what triggers you to drink, what reasons you are drinking. Is it stress? Boredom? Lonliness?
I can guarantee you those will hit you in the face tenfold if you continue to look for answers in a bottle. Sorry if that sounds patronising. Posting on here and reading posts really does help, it helped me a lot. I would be drinking right now if not, honestly. Its a very supportive site, and we're all in the same boat trying to fight our demons.