Thank you EVERYONE for your opinions and some awesome advice. I did decide it's time to be honest and disclosed that I have a history of abusing alcohol. She was very cool about it and while it's in her file in her office, it's not on my public health record. I came clean about my other medical issues and just decided to accept it all for what it is. It's true, I wouldn't want my doctor to not know about my blood glucose problem or if I had heart issues. I feel great today. Thanks again everyone!