He was supposed to go to work this morning for just 4 hours (8-12). This is week two of his gradual return to work plan - just two mornings again this week. I heard him up from about 6:30 wandering around, but he has since gone into 'his' bedroom and closed the door. Apparently he isn't going today
... of course this will be a result of the bomb that I have dropped on him and he won't be able to handle it. In reality his old shift is working and he is having himself a pity party and can't face anyone right now ... all of this only makes me angrier.
Now I start to worry about the mental health side of things and if he is sliding there too ... I have never worried about him ever being a danger to us, but being a cop's wife and daughter you are always inclined to think the worst ... so now I know I'll go hyper-vigilant and always be on alert, even if there is no reason to be ...
Guess we'll see what the day brings when he finally wakes up ....