Welcome!
Welcome! Nice to see you here. Ok, for me a full understanding of'The Doctor's Opinion' together with the first 164 pages of the book,'Alcoholics Anonymous'. Paying particularly attention, from the first line of Chapter 3, is a good way to start yours or anyone else's journey of recovery...
Together with the help and support of the Forums on this site and the people who post on them, etc. and local A A meetings. Although they're not to everyone's taste...but if they work for you, no problem, ok.
Look upon it as all being a wonderful and hopefully for you and everyone else, adventure!