Welcome, SiRi,
I'm so glad that you found this site today and took the step to post. I have no experience with your situation so will be brief, but wanted to tell you that your story brought tears to my eyes as no person should ever endure what you have. I'm so glad that you have supportive family and friends and I would strongly encourage you to take advantage of this opportunity they are giving you in this new home. Good for you to get out of your home on the weekends. Please take care of yourself. Please take advantage of the available help, including the many here that can offer invaluable experience. Again, welcome, my thoughts & prayers are with you.