MB - I am 402 days sober and have felt so low far too many times yet I am still here (shrug).
I have taken some extremely serious measures to try to end my life yet I am still here (shrug).
I don't know what the answer is but I know that being here and posting is better than being in that spot.
The best thing is to always believe that there is hope. And, in my case, I can certainly say that there IS HOPE
Life has most definitely not turned out the way I had imagined. However, I still have life. And many many more things besides. I am sending you as many positive vibes, wishes, prayers as I can muster that some of the low you are experiencing is lifted
