Lost
I just lost my brother who was 48, he was an alcoholic. He had liver disease but could not stop drinking. The worst part of this is he was incarcerated when he died,now they tell us someone my have killed him.
It was hard to find out he pasted away but I felt he was at peace something he never had in life. Then came the sucker punch......he was murdered! It was like losing him twice. My family is big we all tried to help him but we knew he could only be the one to help himself.
I just can't get passed it we can't even have a service for him till we know what happened to him! I just feel so lost