Originally Posted by hiddenzebra

I won't be going to the doctor unless I wake up there..
my body is aging much quicker than normal, I realize that and it saddens me.

tried sleeping last night, nothing. that's got me anxious.

sense of smell better; I've reduced the cigs a bit. thing is I haven't eaten or bathed in days and probably am not pleasant on the senses right now

whatever, I'm halfway through this. The spiders may show up again but at least I've got the seizures at bay.

erm btw if anyone is reading this, they really shouldn't be. I don't really know how else to put it.
Disclaimer: don't ever try this