why introduce yourself as a non drinker?
when I was drinking I thought that was part of being sociable. it was a lie I was tellin myself. I had to learn how to be sociable without alcohol. that took practice and T.I.M.E.
you go through periods of wanting to stop, but do you stop? how long are these 'periods?"
if you want to moderate, I wish you the best of luck with it. if ya take the time to go through threads on here, you will see how good that didn't work for others.