The hardest part for me is that he is my BFF and i feel like in order for our family to get thru this I have to be a different me towards him. I can't be nice Jenn anymore. I hate to treat him that way he works very hard for our family and he is an amazing kind, loving person and father when he is not drinking. I AM SO SCARED TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL. I am so scared of what he'll say. It's going to be my fault and I won't know how to respond. Every time we try to talk I get lost not sure what to say when he says these things to me. "All I do is work and when I get one day off we do this, all I ever want is for u to be happy and ur not. What do I have to do to make happy?"