Hi. I am having a bad time at the moment. Yesterday was a bad day. I drank. spent the evening emptying leftovers down the sink, then I threw up til 2 in the morning. Nice. I am back here again today, sober, (as I have been since June last year, and many times previously) and I knoiw what I knew yesterday, drinking is horrible, it makes you feel horrible. and it ruins your life. but I went back yesterday because I could not find a reason not to. I should have come here instead. back to day one.