It is really sad to see how many people here had to suffer because of their significant other's addiction.
I've been reading stories on this forum, and I feel like all of them tell about my relationship.
Every time I confronted him, he would go crazy... He would say that he is not that drunk, that it's not like he ignores me when he drinks, or he cannot have sex. Well, yes, he didn't ignore me, but the thought of making love to a wasted person is humiliating... And the feeling that whatever he says is only because he is euphoric is even worse.
Yes, I am going through hard times now, cry every day, and remember all the good time together. But I pray to have enough power to not call him, to not try to get back with him again...
After reading some of the stories here, I realized what hell I might have got into...