I realize now how wrong I was, taking her lessons away.
It is something I will have to live with the rest of my life.
In my former life , a battlefield injury could send someone
into shock from which they might never recover.The prime
concern after bleeding was stopped was keeping them out
of shock.
I didn't want her to get feedback from me as to how
horrific her life situation truly was (never let them see their
injury).
I was wrong. She lost her battle. No, I don't accept
full responsibility.....but I do accept some. Perhaps if she
had more 'horror feedback'?
I don't know. I never will.
It's time to make my peace with that.