Originally Posted by
matt4x4 
Welcome. So you still have an alcoholic mind. Atleast you didnt drink over it as many do. I have learned that I must not hide from booze and I do not put myself in situations like what you just described. I have a game plan, an exit strategy so to speak. This is a deadly game that we are playing here. Well I guess its time now to get to work on this "problem"
YES! Matt4x4 , I do have an alcoholic mind, addict mind, in fact. I would abuse prescription drugs, too. I actually, that night, (night of the party) found myself looking in the medicine cabinet for SOMETHING that would calm me down; alas, my rational side knew better. I could not believe how tempted I felt after almost 3 years of sobriety. Again, one reason why I am here. My will is strong, but, obviously, it needs a little bit more strength. I appreciate you replying so quickly.
What is your story? If you don't mind my asking???
Thanks!
Nat