Thanks Seren. Yeah been having some hard days this week. Tired of being suspicious all the time. Tired of fighting my own wanting to help behaviors. Tired of doing it all in our home situation.
Heard some good stuff this week too though. One that's helping is that sometimes being confused is just that the answer hasn't formed yet. It has kept me from overreacting or even reacting.
Definitely collecting new tools for this strange new arena. Addiction is so horrible. Recovery is so miraculous. I want to just give it to him or help him want it or something.
Thanks for being here Seren.