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The text is a small example of crazy insanity you are currently living.
in he big picture of life, it's about so much more than the text.
his inability to CHOOSE to love, honor, respect, and protect his family is the problem.
And yes, you are strong, remember you are the sober mind in this marriage.
trying to communicate with an active alcoholic, has the same result, as using a strainer to hold a glass of water.