It's kind of ridiculous... I've always been this way (the good, sober way). I'm not sure why I turned into that person for all those years.
But I'm good now, (I hope!) and everything's back to normal. I was a lucky one, really. But in the meantime, while I make sure, I come here every day to browse, "like" and occasionally post.
People who have gone through this sort of stuff (you all) are great lsiteners, too. Just saying.