Yeah, the first time that happens we are all ashamed and embarrased. Then it happens again, and again and it becomes normal. I can attest to the fact that booze is not a good thing in life. Its a destroyer. We can have fun in sobriety. Its not the end of the world. Man, I came from car wrecks, causing carnage on the roads, mental institutions, prison, hospitals, sleeping in my own puke, pooing my own pants multiple times. Let me tell you the first time pooing in my pants, I was embarrassed, more so then your Casino exit. The second time, I knew what to do and I wasnt embarrased at all. I have travelled and seen the world. Been to meetings all over the globe. Laughed my A%^ off at meetings, shed a few tears at meetings. Been to funerals of members who thought they werent that bad. This disease affects a huge portion of society. Major corperations in their Human Resources department will expect 10 to 20% of their employees to have a problem with a substance. People die from this disease all the time, car accidents, liver failure, accidents, murder, homicide, suicide, choking on their own puke. Very deadly disease.