drunk dream..
I read recovered alcoholics will have dreams about drinking. Seems unfair tho. I always dream drinks are being poured for me..or I am surrounded by full drinks. I wake up and I never took a drink in dream. But I always think oh no..this crap is coming to get me now. I guess u gotta do the mind over matter thing. Shopping good idea. I like going to a bookstore and read. Hope all goes well for u freethinking...