Heavy Heart,
Thank you so much for all your help.
I am going to an Alanon meeting on Friday morning in my area.
Depression is starting to set in.
I too am an alcoholic, I am sober 3 years now.
I started drinking and drugging when I was 10, not the greatest home life, abused, parents drunk all the time.
Pregnant and married and divorced by 21.
Was on vacation a 3 years ago and got caught, went to jail and haven't had a drink since.
It was so tramatic for me, 40 something and going to jail.
My bf is from England and he was not happy about any of this.
He stood by me all the way though, never asked me to stop or anything.
He is not really a big drinker and definately no drugs.
The laws are very strict in England about drinking and driving.
They just don't do it.
It has not been the greatest for alot of us but somehow we get through it.
I am in a good place now and am very afraid that the bf will not accept my son.
I am in the middle and don't know what to do.
Well, I am rambling again.
There is so much to say.
Lacy54