Meybe I should leave?
This is not a cry for attention but a genuine request to which I hope to get an honest answer.
After all my positive messages, I keep relapsing. And I fear I'm negatively influencing others.
I've gotten drunk terribly right now and hate it. But I'm concerned about the people on here.
I can get help somewhere else. I can get sober. But my messages might lead people to drink, a thought that is terrifying.
So what do I do? The answer is in what is best for this community. And please be honest about it. I'll be fine.