you can totally do it, Misti....
you can. You're gonna have to fall out of love with drinking though.
From the sound of things, this is going to happen to you sooner or later. So... you have a choice. Do it NOW and start going after those feelings you say you long for (which sobriety promises).... or wait until that love of drinking has enslaved you to your breaking point and then claw your way out of that despairing place (hopefully) before it ruins your life and maybe kills you.
We're here for ya... and for my vote, I vote "CHOOSE SOBRIETY NOW!!!"
