Welcome misti, fellow momma here of 2 little girls 8 and almost 5. I'm 10 months sober and would never have guessed that was possible when I was standing in your shoes. I too loved the "freedom" of responsibilities my wine gave me, BUT, I never really was free I was just ignoring those responsibilities while wishing to be invisible.
Give yourself this gift, let tomorrow be your day 1. While there will be hard times, I promise you the positive return outweighs the bad. You get an opportunity to be the you, you ought to be!
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